菜鳥第三十二至三十五期

So twenty seventeen started with us at home(!!!) love it hehe 

Not sure why but I suddenly had the idea to do this puzzle so we ended up doing the puzzle till 2am lol 

Glad it turned out well - though we have no idea where to display it cause it's kinda huge and zor-deng hahahah

Helped my momma dye her hair the next night cause her white roots were emerging (seems like there's more white hair after she started dying the hair hmm)

But I kinda failed cause some parts of it were still white 😅

Say hi to dad!! 

Lol he went out to run an errand but momma and i bumped into him when I went to get the matcha latte from 7-11 (and visited the cny market along the way haha)

Packed my stuff for spring cleaning over the first sat of the year and tadaaaa all the loots from secondary sch days hahah 
All the DIY and standardization (that failed) that stressed us out so much over the four years of guiding haha - but memories of the camps and weekly activities remain bittersweet :')

The drawings that I used to do every time im bored - I'm guessing this is from sec3 days when I sat w honhon (but unsure) 

Hakuna Matata, meaning no worries, was a phrase "bestowed" by a dear senior - though idk why and what occasion it was 

Da

Da da da da di da da 

Da da da da di da da

Da di di da

Haha guides company cheer :')

Haha some things just stay in you for a long while  

And they ultimately make up who you are years down the road :) 

And on 7 and 8th jan :) 

The ongz family finally held the first wedding of the youngest generation - congrats Cousin and Cousin-in-law! :) 

And because my supervisors were on leave 

I had the first week of 2017 off to stay at home hehe 

But was tasked to do up the fenchang for 

Meeting started late on tues but I ended up having a relatively more in depth chat w JL 

Was just chilling in the room when she came in and she sudd asked why I want to be a scriptwriter 

To which - I finally gave an answer that's more true to my heart though not entirely after giving superficial answers all these while - I said it's a job that I wanted to do since I was 18 

Hehe

I'm kinda glad that I kept that thought in this blog at then such that im able to backtrack and know when I actually entertained the thought, made a dream for myself, and gave myself a future I wanted 

Which I succeeded in getting now 😊

Returned the question to her and asked her more stuff cause she has so much more experience than me - coming from pdtn etc 

And it was rlly interesting to hear abt how she got oangsehed by her director and screwed up her first few shootings

And also hear that she became a writer cause she loves the tv industry (me too!) and doesn't like to socialise (me too!!)

And also feels disheartened abt how everyone views our shows and the lack of support we are getting from all parties (sigh me too 😞) 

Hehe though I wouldn say I grew any closer to her than before 

But glad that I got to know her abit more other than knowing how funny she is normally during meetings hahahah 🙆🙆🙆

Meeting ended at 7 though... okay shan't complain since we started at one 😅

Since the supervisors took leave from wed onwards, I stayed home to work on my episode sixxxxxx 

Turns out to be much harder than what I thought cause I no longer have a quarter-written script but just paragraphs over paragraphs 

Have to reconceptualize the scene from scratch (somewhat) so it ended up taking so much longer than the previous time (okay that's also because I spent a few hours finishing goblin and surfing the net) 

After two daysssss 

I'm only at scene 10 diez 😞

And on fri - cny eve - I went back to office at 9 (cries) 

And tasked to do many proposals fr the concepts that is likely to take a lot of time and effort (cries)

I tried to start from one of mine but I was so mind blocked I couldn't fill in any blanks 

How am I gonna finish it in two weeks 😭

But for my job ... I'd better.

Hahaha

Lastly 

GOBLIN

Gosh goblin oh gosh

👍👍👍

Watched some of it through the lens of a scriptwriter haha and noted some flaws and loose ends (though it ain't that impt)

But totally lost it at the end when the lorry came crashing in 😭😭😭

Prob the first in a long while that I screamed fr the fictitious lorry to stop when I know that it is obviously gonna roll down the slope 

😭😭😭

But oh shrugs that's the power of dramas 💪😍

Disheartened at how I know we'll are unlikely to ever produce films of such quality 

Embarrassed that I'm at a level way way way lower than where the writer is 

But encouraged because I'm motivated to work even harder, hone my words better, expose myself in a world ever greater 💪

도깨비 ❤️❤️❤️