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Super tiredddddd

But I'm finally done with my first week of work (since wed, but it's my first TGIF 😁)

Got to say that there have been so many instances where my mind reconsidered this decision, and thoughts went through again and again on whether sticking to the conventional route would have been a wiser choice 

But I'm glad such thoughts are reducing day by day :)

It was totally overwhelming me on the first day, when things veered so far off from my expectations 

It was tiring, it was disappointing,

And the worst feeling was when you returned home feeling that shows have become work that you don't feel like watching 

That night was tough to sleep cause of the emotional tide inside of me (the night before too but it was due to over excitement) but I'm glad the following night was no longer cause the thoughts were no longer burning in my head and I was so physically/mentally burnt out I couldn't think at all haha 

Nonetheless, glad I pulled out of it after numerous comfort to self that such panic and doubts are normal

It's just the transition phase you have to get pass 

Also glad that my colleagues have been funny when they discussed the story such that negative thoughts are often shifted aside (but socially-awkward me was very very very socially awkward at the first department gathering when all of us reported to the new campus for one day lol - but the campus rlly much more preets ^^) 

And the work, ☺️

After all, it's the nature of the work that I'm excited to be a part of 

So I'm glad my attention on the story pulled my attention away from everything else :) 

All in all, 

It has been a rough but pleasant start (is this a kind of oxymoron?) 

The tough part of the job has yet to come 

But the tough you is yet to be

In any case, TGIF xiaowei 🎉🙌

I'm proud of ya 🙆😂

ps seems like I'm the youngest in my department, and possibly the youngest to start scriptwriting among them ☺️😁