thrice.
that's the number of times she called my name today :)
from the initial answer of knowing who i am but failing to call my name
till calling out for xiaowei in a mere difference of 10 mins.
this has made the happiest moment i have ever felt when someone called out for me.
these few days at the hospital has made her emotions fluctuate
but all the help the doctors and nurses have provide her with
has indeed made her look more refreshed than staying at home.
i wanna play a part in taking care of her
but i don't have the courage to volunteer cause i can't speak hokkien that fluently to communicate with her.
what if she needs help but i can't understand?
what if i am required to translate what the staffs want but i can't?
too many doubts and difficulties make me useless by staying by her side.
but, i still want to be there for her.
went to refill my tooth today
two anesthesia and drilling and filling of half a tooth
scarrrrrrry but yup, it's done :)
even though there's a possibility of it getting bacteria infection and doing root canal 4 months later
but at least it's done for now :)
it's an eventful day,
with surprises that made my day :)
that's the number of times she called my name today :)
from the initial answer of knowing who i am but failing to call my name
till calling out for xiaowei in a mere difference of 10 mins.
this has made the happiest moment i have ever felt when someone called out for me.
these few days at the hospital has made her emotions fluctuate
but all the help the doctors and nurses have provide her with
has indeed made her look more refreshed than staying at home.
i wanna play a part in taking care of her
but i don't have the courage to volunteer cause i can't speak hokkien that fluently to communicate with her.
what if she needs help but i can't understand?
what if i am required to translate what the staffs want but i can't?
too many doubts and difficulties make me useless by staying by her side.
but, i still want to be there for her.
went to refill my tooth today
two anesthesia and drilling and filling of half a tooth
scarrrrrrry but yup, it's done :)
even though there's a possibility of it getting bacteria infection and doing root canal 4 months later
but at least it's done for now :)
it's an eventful day,
with surprises that made my day :)
