有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆；
有时候，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，拼命想寻找一个出口；
有时候，感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非；
有时候，别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集。
- 早安-晚安-心语
hahaha other than the fact that the first 3 lines of the quote explains how i feel whenever i'm down,
MUNI! try understanding the first sentence when humans need silence hahaha
做一个温暖的女孩子。做一个爱笑的女孩子。
快乐并懂得如何快乐。快乐并感染身边的人快乐
偶尔任性，却不犀利。偶尔敏感，却不神经质。
乐意和大家分享所有开心和不开心的事情。
高兴，就笑，让大家都知道。
悲伤，就哭，然后当做什么也没发生。
偶尔，只需要一个鼓励的微笑，就可以说服自己继续坚强下去
- 时尚女性
it's once again another action that's easier said than done
in this world where individualistic humans dominate and easily misunderstand others around,
we can never be what we truly are and react like how we truly feel cause it's really hard find a friend that accepts all that you are.
宽恕、原谅并不代表忘记，也不代表赦免，而是放自己一条生路。
孤单不是有没有朋友，而是有没有人住在你心里。
- 精彩语录
very true, for me and many other kids out there i suppose.
we're often too engrossed in our world to really bother about others
alongisde, 嚴以律己 can be done, but most of us are simply unable to 寬以待人
instead, we get too critical of others that we're left alone in our own world of loneliness.
存在價值?
每個人做的每件事都是在證實自己存在的價值 哪怕只是單純的工作 上學 幫忙
或著這輩子妳擁有的名子 愛過的人 唯一的家人 陌生到變朋友的人
別再嫌棄自己了 妳就是你 回頭看 這就是屬於自己的存在
- Beast野獸
isn't is always so contradicting that one side, you're told to are for others and less for yourself
but you have to constantly remind yourself that you're the one leading your life thus we should not be affected by others that easily
so, where to draw the line to know when to care? and when to be a little more selfish?
Sender: Honhon Hanying
A little girl with a brown bag was spotted with her blue bag friend called Yingying at 2:09pm at plaza singapura taking to the escalator down to b1. Alert alert!
hahahaha there's this honey like little girl that made me smile like an idiot at the escalator of the mrt when i'm all alone ._.
honhon! :)
today's OP trial didn't go well (for me)
cause it didn't turn out like what i wanted it to be
soft, fast, etcetc
to think that i was still so happy yesterday thinking about ms huda's great comments last prep like
"i see a new xiaowei today..."
ah but no matter what,
i'm satisfied with my Q&A which is much better than the previous tryouts
that said, it can be improved by a load more :)
this just reminded me that i have to send them the comments kay great.
another thing is,
i jammed my fourth finger into a column (?) of my bed
and my nail felt like it was tearing out of my skin
and my whole finger now feels uneasy and twisted
the electric flow of the finger when i jammed it triggered a whole load of twisting in my brains
and that sense of uncomfort cause the patch of my face on the bed to be wet before sleeping.
seriously, don't have overly long nails
but i don't knw if i should cut it
what if it's not long enough for guitar :(
and great, i just reminded myself i have auditions coming up ._.
