a bit too late, and a bit too relax
knowing that i didn't put enough effort for promos,
i can imagine how guilty i'm going to feel if anything bad results come to me.
i don't understand why
i know the imptance of promos that's 60% and
i freaked out at the thought of how it's going to determine everything
but i subconsciously allowed myself to feel contented with morn/aftn revision
such that i slack every second the moment i got home.
now that 4 exaams are over, and 2 more to go
i know that i can't change anything
and if i am made to retain because of this ultimate slackness i allowed myself to enjoy
i, and i myself had caused the eventual result of failure.
but why, why is it that this realisation came a bit too late?
and why isit that knowing the imptance and deadly nature of promos,
i actually allowed myself to slack???
where is the mugger from last year?
ah jianing, i miss your accompaniment in mugging and mutual motivation :(
i can imagine how guilty i'm going to feel if anything bad results come to me.
i don't understand why
i know the imptance of promos that's 60% and
i freaked out at the thought of how it's going to determine everything
but i subconsciously allowed myself to feel contented with morn/aftn revision
such that i slack every second the moment i got home.
now that 4 exaams are over, and 2 more to go
i know that i can't change anything
and if i am made to retain because of this ultimate slackness i allowed myself to enjoy
i, and i myself had caused the eventual result of failure.
but why, why is it that this realisation came a bit too late?
and why isit that knowing the imptance and deadly nature of promos,
i actually allowed myself to slack???
where is the mugger from last year?
ah jianing, i miss your accompaniment in mugging and mutual motivation :(
