technical error joke
SCREEEEEEW
i just got to knw that i'm in this class, this combi, this house,
and not in my supposed class, supposed house, having my supposed combi,
all because of TECHNICAL ERROR.
as in i just felt as though i had been made fun of
like i'm in the wrong place because there was a mistake
like im not supposed to be here
and that it's all a mistake.
but i dont knw why i'm still upset even though i had alr reasoned out with myself ):
i dont like making choices,
but fate/god/heaven/moe/school is giving more than enough choices for more than enough times.
i had been really serious in considering my subject combi
SO WHY THIS JOKE?
i love mrs shuuuuuuuu
and miss her loads
and all other 4c teachers
mdm sau mdm loh mr teo even mr kwek
mrs shu is damn nice to go check things out for me :)
and the person who helped to check too
big thanks :) at least now i knw why & what happened.
but i dont want to change the status quo
cause i want my house, my class, my timetable and my subjects
and if i change to chem,
i wont have homa, wont have 5c11 and my latest 415 timetable
BUT WHAT IF I REQUIRE CHEM NEXT TIME?
its like knwing that i'll be able to score for chem if i mug
but dreading every chem lab lesson and chionging tutorials like others do;
and the fact that i might not score for humanities even if i mug more
but going to school with smiles and interest for my subjects
(even if i fall asleep during lessons)
i thought it has all ended
but it hasnt ):
shall wait for feb to come
to make sure that i have no more chances to change my choices.
but thankyouuuu xintian, hanying, shimei and jianingg
for allowing me to rattle abt this huge joke about my life
which hon describes as dramatic
oh and haha xintian must be damn honoured cause she was teh first in my mind
when i need someone to talk to about :)
this news screwed my day (lessons)
i wasnt even paying attention during my econs presentation
mind went blank thinking abt subject combi every now and then
making my life horrrigible
and i kept thinking about it
that i couldnt concentrate in any class
everything just went in and out.
aftn&evening with shimei is fuuun and (idk why) heart warming :)
thankyouu
& 4C party was a biiiiig blast :D
i just got to knw that i'm in this class, this combi, this house,
and not in my supposed class, supposed house, having my supposed combi,
all because of TECHNICAL ERROR.
as in i just felt as though i had been made fun of
like i'm in the wrong place because there was a mistake
like im not supposed to be here
and that it's all a mistake.
but i dont knw why i'm still upset even though i had alr reasoned out with myself ):
i dont like making choices,
but fate/god/heaven/moe/school is giving more than enough choices for more than enough times.
i had been really serious in considering my subject combi
SO WHY THIS JOKE?
i love mrs shuuuuuuuu
and miss her loads
and all other 4c teachers
mdm sau mdm loh mr teo even mr kwek
mrs shu is damn nice to go check things out for me :)
and the person who helped to check too
big thanks :) at least now i knw why & what happened.
but i dont want to change the status quo
cause i want my house, my class, my timetable and my subjects
and if i change to chem,
i wont have homa, wont have 5c11 and my latest 415 timetable
BUT WHAT IF I REQUIRE CHEM NEXT TIME?
its like knwing that i'll be able to score for chem if i mug
but dreading every chem lab lesson and chionging tutorials like others do;
and the fact that i might not score for humanities even if i mug more
but going to school with smiles and interest for my subjects
(even if i fall asleep during lessons)
i thought it has all ended
but it hasnt ):
shall wait for feb to come
to make sure that i have no more chances to change my choices.
but thankyouuuu xintian, hanying, shimei and jianingg
for allowing me to rattle abt this huge joke about my life
which hon describes as dramatic
oh and haha xintian must be damn honoured cause she was teh first in my mind
when i need someone to talk to about :)
this news screwed my day (lessons)
i wasnt even paying attention during my econs presentation
mind went blank thinking abt subject combi every now and then
making my life horrrigible
and i kept thinking about it
that i couldnt concentrate in any class
everything just went in and out.
aftn&evening with shimei is fuuun and (idk why) heart warming :)
thankyouu
& 4C party was a biiiiig blast :D