coj & 2J

bleh, found this on michelle's blog:

if this is coj,
i'll really lose my mind for pltc.
but if i werent in guides,
i'd have lost so much and i wouldn't even know it.

(: it's like, freaking touching.

dont know why, i went to visit many juniors blog
just to see their coj week o.o
and then to find,
that many of them are losing their minds over it,
and worrying about pltc when they do coj.

the thing is,
this was how we were last year in 2007.
it's just, whoa.


i remember skipping three meals for the first time in my life,
all because of coj.
and how my emotions fluctuate like nobody's business,
all because of coj.
and now i can turn around to say i love guides,
including coj.

i remember getting all so stressed on the eve of coj,
cause i was disgusted at my physical.
(thus the lost of my first meal)
then i remember terence msned saying that our identity got first,
and i got so happy
(that i felt like eating, yet there was nothing to eat)
then i remember going back to school, wanting to eat during recess,
but freaking hell broke down because i realised we didn't label our ponchos.
(then there went my second meal)
then finally the coj.
(when i obviously lost my third meal)

there there
but the thing is,
i rmb alt tab guides going back tgt (:



o.o read through some stuff,
and missed 2J (:
it's no longer the same,
cause there isn't like sadnesss.
but just a thought, of missing 2J.
especially the joy we had.

teacher's day celebration, the eraser incident, the "jfc versus the massive wound in reality " during pe and every every other moment,

were happiness.
朋友(: