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有一种失望 是因为自己的不够坚定  是因为自己的善良体谅 是因为自己的 最终导致 真的好懊恼好难过好无奈 真的 讨好了全世界  却忘了讨好自己

USS on 21may!

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Finally went to USS after failing to redeem the discover vouchers at 2359 on the last day of validity hahaha All thanks to gugu who paid for the tics as my bday present and was so onz for all the rides -she was there for 3x alr LOL Loved the roller coasters and got increasingly used to it after cyclon (ie first) such that I opened my eyes for half of human (ie second ride) and nearly all of the much milder kid version  Mummy was also v fun esp as it was in the dark woots And the short queues were amazinggggg hehehe Cleared nearly all the rides and found some to be underwhelming after the roller coasters  But also v v v thankful that I'm back to the ground safe and sound w the almighty safety harness hehe  Oh and sesame street ride was so adorable hehe! Oh right  This was after a whole night of insomnia  And I was so worried ill get a heart attack on the roller coasters I cried when pama realized I was panicking LOL Dk to say I cute or ridiculous...

my fwen is married!

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GENS WEDDING WAS FUNNNN Her sequence was diff from the usual - with starters arriving before walk in, segment for friends' v interesting speech on gen haha, time for interaction around tables, and phototaking outside the pretty skybar restaurant  And her wedding speech hahaha so gen so kewtttt (lyingthroughmyteeth LOL fwen!! And the stapler bullets you ate w your sis hahahah) Not to mention how her friends baotou-ed her abt the kpop letters she sent (I'm guessing it's TOP hahah) that made her so embarrassed she covered herself w the napkin LOL I was a lil worried about spending hours w my old classmates whom I hvn rlly met for 5years LOL But it ended up v enjoyable!  Caught up w them on their latest updates like hh's gf/work/retirement plans & nic's startup/dating lyf/wedding nx yr hahahah  It was 3hrs of interview on each others life and thoughts - in fact pretty lil small talks - so I rlly enjoyed it (hope they did? Hahah)  So pleased that my ong twin has foun...
每個人 在每段關係 都有不同的角色 和相處模式  這是30歲之前 很重要的領悟
It was a ridiculous night of insomnia, consoling myself to hold it tgt, and eventually breaking down fearing that I may have an heart attack at the theme park  Even though dad and mum had less sleep than they should because of me going crazy  But so glad for them  So so so so so thankful for them 🥲

thankyou thankyou thankyou

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Want to also note down on how thankful I am of family and friends  Jovina for the ice skate treat and video (and rlly, just being around all the while)  Gen for the bright and pretty sunflowers that I keep turning to when I'm tired at work Joy for the spotify plaque on 幾分之幾 that made me squeal in excitement  Honhon for the haidilao turned dinner tempura softshell crab tendon treat hehe  Ni for the bbt and tempura sweet potato that hung outside my door for three hours before we returned lol Mok for gathering the girls for a surprise dinner the day after and them for coming from far away jurong woodlands and punggol  And all my lovely friends for remembering this otherwise just another day and sending me sweet notes that remind me of how precious the friendships are (especially LY:) made me beam so much haha) Not forgetting My uncle for the dinner buffet that made me so bloated I feel like puking  ...
我不知道我在鬱悶什麼 一個猜測是 我把生日分給了家人 - 爸爸 媽媽 外婆 舅舅  生日前後又分給了朋友們 姑姑 等 好像一直隨著別人 忘了分給自己 重視自己的需求 但但但 那又怎樣呢   我想生日陪著父母 做什麼真的不重要 何況我一直都在做自己想做的 這幾天跟著別人的喜好也沒什麼  怎麼又覺得委屈了呢 另外一提 生日前的綠燈真的在我頭上打了一巴掌 喚醒太自信太自大的我  你真的很好 但真的也沒那麼好  那故事也一樣