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過去的兩天 很充實 充實在 我為自己的夢想付出了努力 Yesterday, it was advertising  Today, it's scriptwriting  And all these days, I've been who I am wholeheartedly (nearly) and I'm thankful for all the opportunities :)  Had a panic attack the night before for the scriptwriting interview after knowing how superb and senior all the interviewers are  Ended up being unable to speak in Chinese fluently as I prepared for the interview  But oh my oh my, I love how my Chinese always stood by me at times when required haha  It just came on and on during the 50min interview  And the interviewers were rlly nice even though they are super high rank  And it was just a rlly enjoyable interview that I didn feel that it took so long  Hehe✌️😝  Hehe and got myself cupcakes to celebrate the end of these important interviews! ^^   (on a side note, make up rlly worked lol my skin looks so good hahah) 

Really surprised tht they allowed this show to be shown in singapore  But I'm so glad they did so glad 我應該從來沒有在電影院里難過得發抖過 這是第一次 可也適當 因為導演和編劇的那種痛太真實 香港人的恐懼和悲憤也太寫實 當自己的家 不再是自己的 那種無奈和憂傷 是現在正在醞釀著的 而十年後 十年後......

It's finally time for reflections - for the semester and for the whole of my university education. First and foremost,  HAPPY LAST DAY OF UNI AND SCHOOL XIAOWEI 🎉🎉🎉 Honestly, the past four years haven't been easy nor smooth-sailing, but I'm glad I've got to know so much more about myself - my strengths, my weaknesses, my interests, my motivations etc Other than the few uni profs that I was really inspired and touched by (including prof lee of consumer behaviour + prof lee of market research and theory + prof wu of hrm + prof saba of bizcomm),  I'm also really thankful for the friends and acquaintances that have entered my limited social circle, especially gen, joy, wanying, joycelyn, jiayan, pearl (who eventually inspired me to pursue my passion!) as well as the friends who stayed throughout since pre-uni days despite my frequent absence from texting or lack of meetups  Also, it is also timely to give thanks to the school for the many opportun...

小時候，我聽說人因夢想而偉大 但長大後，別人卻開始否定我的夢想 heard this from julietan's starawards speech and oh my really really struck a chord i've been really lucky, and i thank everything and everyone for that while some has been lost i'm glad i'm on track to finding what i love could be advertising, could be scriptwriting, could also be marketing but for all that's concerned, i'm excited, i'm passionate, i'm looking forward 追逐夢想的路途並不會事事順遂 但每一次的失敗都是自己對理想有多堅持的考驗

okay so i've just turned  unemployed. ha i guess life changes its path ever so often. while it's a pity, but it's nonetheless a good opportunity for me to really go on and pursue things that i really want. regardless if the road forward is going to be tough if you never try, you never know, and you can only regret. since the chance falls into your hands again, take it, try it, brace yourself for it you deserve much more than settling for what's safe go xiaowei!! :)

I'M EMPLOYED. It was a tough decision to make. After all the pains, and fear for regrets, But what they said is right - you have a choice this time. If I'm unhappy, if i'm upset, there's always a choice to go, so long as I'm willing to take the plunge. But here lies an opportunity, and if missed, and if what's meant to be isn't what you desire, am I able to bear the consequences? You have a dream, you have an interest, but what you want may not be what it should be. There are alternatives to the ultimate goal, and you can just take a year to try them while dealing with your key responsibility. You have seven decades, they have four.  You had comfort, they had struggles. Who deserves more? Who should be more?

突然想到一首歌名：當世界只剩下我一個人 ... 雖然這應該是一首難過的歌 但現在的我卻覺得我會是平靜和開心的。 沒了紛紛擾擾，沒了所有人的自以為是，也沒了要成為別人的期望， 我，成了我。 可能會很害怕被動物靠近或吃掉， 喔， 但如果真的只剩下我一個人，那可能也沒有動物， 那可能會因為想念別人而難過， 也可能會因為孤獨而失望， 但那幾天的平靜， 我總希望這生中能有這麼一次的經驗。 無人，無事， 但完整的自己。