1921

Really surprised tht they allowed this show to be shown in singapore  But I'm so glad they did so glad 我應該從來沒有在電影院里難過得發抖過 這是第一次 可也適當 因為導演和編劇的那種痛太真實 香港人的恐懼和悲憤也太寫實 當自己的家 不再是自己的 那種無奈和憂傷 是現在正在醞釀著的 而十年後 十年後......

It's finally time for reflections - for the semester and for the whole of my university education. First and foremost,  HAPPY LAST DAY OF UNI AND SCHOOL XIAOWEI 🎉🎉🎉 Honestly, the past four years haven't been easy nor smooth-sailing, but I'm glad I've got to know so much more about myself - my strengths, my weaknesses, my interests, my motivations etc Other than the few uni profs that I was really inspired and touched by (including prof lee of consumer behaviour + prof lee of market research and theory + prof wu of hrm + prof saba of bizcomm),  I'm also really thankful for the friends and acquaintances that have entered my limited social circle, especially gen, joy, wanying, joycelyn, jiayan, pearl (who eventually inspired me to pursue my passion!) as well as the friends who stayed throughout since pre-uni days despite my frequent absence from texting or lack of meetups  Also, it is also timely to give thanks to the school for the many opportun...

小時候，我聽說人因夢想而偉大 但長大後，別人卻開始否定我的夢想 heard this from julietan's starawards speech and oh my really really struck a chord i've been really lucky, and i thank everything and everyone for that while some has been lost i'm glad i'm on track to finding what i love could be advertising, could be scriptwriting, could also be marketing but for all that's concerned, i'm excited, i'm passionate, i'm looking forward 追逐夢想的路途並不會事事順遂 但每一次的失敗都是自己對理想有多堅持的考驗

okay so i've just turned  unemployed. ha i guess life changes its path ever so often. while it's a pity, but it's nonetheless a good opportunity for me to really go on and pursue things that i really want. regardless if the road forward is going to be tough if you never try, you never know, and you can only regret. since the chance falls into your hands again, take it, try it, brace yourself for it you deserve much more than settling for what's safe go xiaowei!! :)

I'M EMPLOYED. It was a tough decision to make. After all the pains, and fear for regrets, But what they said is right - you have a choice this time. If I'm unhappy, if i'm upset, there's always a choice to go, so long as I'm willing to take the plunge. But here lies an opportunity, and if missed, and if what's meant to be isn't what you desire, am I able to bear the consequences? You have a dream, you have an interest, but what you want may not be what it should be. There are alternatives to the ultimate goal, and you can just take a year to try them while dealing with your key responsibility. You have seven decades, they have four.  You had comfort, they had struggles. Who deserves more? Who should be more?

突然想到一首歌名：當世界只剩下我一個人 ... 雖然這應該是一首難過的歌 但現在的我卻覺得我會是平靜和開心的。 沒了紛紛擾擾，沒了所有人的自以為是，也沒了要成為別人的期望， 我，成了我。 可能會很害怕被動物靠近或吃掉， 喔， 但如果真的只剩下我一個人，那可能也沒有動物， 那可能會因為想念別人而難過， 也可能會因為孤獨而失望， 但那幾天的平靜， 我總希望這生中能有這麼一次的經驗。 無人，無事， 但完整的自己。

做了一天的作業 想以華語說說話 可是不知道跟誰說 所以就轉向了你 我一直都在的朋友 今天跟ci討論工作問題的時候， 她說：“人生就是要有一點遺憾”。 但或許這幾年真的因為遺憾而難受過， 我說：“當遺憾是天意或非自己控制的時候，那可能會變成一種美；但當遺憾是自己造成的時候，那是一種怨不得人的無奈和痛。” 我其實沒有真正在難過後、平靜時回想當時的決定， 但這句話好像真的總結了大學前兩年的想法。 好多遺憾，好多可惜，好多如果，好多悔不當初。 雖然後兩年的我開始真正接受和喜歡， 開始因為喜歡和興趣而努力， 但那種“可能”的念頭還是不時浮現。 雖然我也覺得現在的我大概真的會比沒後悔過的我更成熟， 說出的那句話卻證實了不管當時做的決定最終是利多於弊， 但當時對自己的氣憤和無可奈何真的造成了蠻大的傷害， 而那傷害大至我現在三思再三思，不敢貿貿然決定未來的牽絆。