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oh, and after talking to my parents about it (they are always the largest influencer about my decisions sigh) and we made the decision about sep. my parents were pretty strong in their decision to send me to shanghai cause they are worried about my no-honors degree and they managed to convince me that even if i can't get into mediacorp this time they may want me after i go shanghai and expose myself to chinese etc so i can't find another reason to say no and i suppose this is really a onceinalifetime opportunity so, why not? so off i go to a place that i'm so fated with :)

THIS DESERVES A POST ON ITS OWN XIAOWEI CONQUERED THE NUMBER 10. FIRST EVER 10KM!!! :D:D:D it was so so so hard to hang in there after 7km every m just seem so hard but i reminded myself how i did not reach 10km in 2013 and how hard it might be when i try next time if i don't do it now and i kept going and the songs kept playing anddddddddddd XIAOWEI SUCCEEDED :D :D :D

just some random funny moments in school :) so that i wont rmb school as a period of merely study study study study study before gek lecture on tues jov and i had lunch and she talked about her laosai over the day hahah then i shared about my one-week-long laosai actulyy and we went too much into details we realise it's inappropriate since we were actually eating haha mno09 lecture when we were deciding where to sit, we considered that the person by the aisle will be called up by the lecturer haha and nic, who was sleeping, really got called up lol and since he dont even unds what she's saying haha he read out the answers from the slides ._. then after a clip on how light was "created" using a bottle w water + chlorine was shown i asked harv, why must they add the chlorine? he says, probably to make the light shine brighter then as i thought about it hahaha i thought of swimming pool, and i said "is that why the swimming pool looks brighter?!...

是個複雜的情緒 是失而復得 但 更是瞭解自己不願輸的個性 一切的不甘願 其實只不過是自己不服輸不願輸 因為即使現在得到 我更是措手不及 不知道是去 還是不去 但這畢竟是幸運的煩惱吧 最大的問題是 MC還是個未知數 而如果MC成立 我真的願意犧牲這份遲來的幸運 只為讓夢想實現 為了不讓未來的我想不通我到底在煩惱什麼 someone probably rejected SEP to fudan, so i got informed of the acceptance today. but, MC howwwwwwwwww :( and i just can't believe how fated i am w fudan it's as though i should have just entered it 2 years back as a freshman haha :)

keep thinking that they are loads of results that are to come in end jan-early feb but nv really figured out what they are so i listed them, and realised there's truly quite a bit of stuff MC Open day Nuh HIM 文學獎 勿忘初衷 just wanna remind myself not to lose focus of my final destination despite the results  and not to lose hope/be excessively disappointed even if things do not go my way there are so much more i have to do, so much more improvement to make do not overestimate your own abilities, and just carry on and work hard :)

anywayzxszxxsxsz :D one step ahead hehehe attended this talk in school yesterday and just as i was lacking this one bit of courage with my mouth full of food joy helped me to stop her andddddddddddddddddd there's another chance of me approaching my MC dreammmmmm :D (Y) (Y) (Y) :D :D :D

家人 有時，他們是你在追求夢想的推動力 有時，他們也是這條道路上的絆腳石 他們的牽絆來自於無形 沒有伸出手腳阻擋 也沒有拉著你讓你原地踏步 但他們的每一句話或每一分辛苦 都會讓你躊躇不前 前進也不是、退後更不是 這份幸福的絆腳石 是最難搬開卻也不願搬開的大石頭