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first day of work and here's a short update before i fall asleep so that i can rmb this period hehe saw xiuhui in the morn and i finally found a glimpse of hope when i was panicky haha then i dropped my pass on the chair a moment after i got it *faints* then went to my office (round table w 3 other colleagues!) haha so glad they are a funny bunch haha still trying to mix in heh then had lunch w the rest of the team and got treated to swensens meal hehe at marina square :D haha going on marina sq shuttle just feels ... interesting haha my mouth was in a wide smile throughout the lunch lol partly cause they are rlly quite funny and partly cause i'm trying to appear friendly and courteous then went back and started watching the publicity vids got informed to submit sth by today at 4pm and panicked hahaha till i asked ard and realise i'm just suppose to collate and submit ._. sent to the wrong person somemore then couldn work w the outlook haha boss rlly went ...

我不了解 為什麼九把刀拍「十二夜」流浪狗收容所的故事 明明是正面提醒讓人感動的事情 卻有這麼多的人說他在做表面功夫 說他在台上的表現是虛偽和虛假的 說不應該相信檯面上的表演 為什麼就不能以一顆很簡單的心看待 為什麼一定要懷疑每一句話每個動作的目的 你的人生活得不淚不辛苦嗎？ 最近總是覺得很多事情使人看起來好噁心 好多事情讓我覺得生活因為人本身而辛苦 似乎一切的苦都來自人類 而人卻笨得以高傲面對 如果我繼續用這種心態看待一切所發生的 我真的不知道我到底要怎麼活接下來的幾十年 有誰可以解答我的困惑

厭惡世俗的現實面 厭惡人類的自私自利 厭惡所有令或者本身就惹人惡心的人性 甚至厭惡自己是人 是跟邪惡自私殘暴傷人噁心的人是同一種類 我寧可當一只螞蟻 至少螞蟻可能死時什麼都不知道 不知道自己的種類有多讓人討厭 不會發現自己種類是那麼討人厭 不再覺得人這個種類是那麼噁心可惡 我好討厭被誤會冤枉 我好討厭被欺負卻不吭聲 我好討厭自己的懦弱卑微 我好討厭自己被親人誤會 他們的誤會如同巴掌 聲聲作痛把我的臉都打到地上踐踏 噁心失望絕望討厭

FINALS ARE OVERRRRRRRR :D not positively sadly :/ here's a reminder to self not to whine and whine about the bad grades cause you really screwed up your finals :( MA: finals felt... comparatively easier. but here's the bell curve problem - BIG problem cause the most prob felt it doable and I wouldn't say I was 100% prepared so. just hoping it'll turn out well :) Macro Econs: HARD SUPER. 60MCQs while tackling 7 articles what boo. and ridiculously I didn use much of the hard formulas so that's a big bad sign :( and kay totally my fault - spent 3hrs the day before watching HP on channel5 whatwasithinking :( not to mention this 3hrs was built on a whole day of unproductive work dang. then again. i prob wont do any better with the 3hrs since the difficulty is totally totally unexpected. the default choice this time for questions i cant do was: C. for a moment i even thought that colouring an option throughout may earn me  more points than my own answers :( Busines...

每個人都有愛好 但當愛好變成一種執迷時 就容易被別人利用 不管做什麼事情都不要變的太執迷 - Ivy 烏托邦

就在這首歌播著的時候： “一個人在等著一個人 一個人在等著沒有人 沒有人在等著沒有人” 考試過後，我要「學會愛自己，學會一個人」 假期第一本書：林宥嘉《我們從未不認識》。

小粉絲的心態： 阿信和青峰在微博上有互相關注！✌ 照青峰的性格，他們可能是朋友哦 但媒體一直炒作，要看到他們在同一個舞台上jam，大概要等很久吧😔 無論如何，真是英雄惜英雄 (Y) hahahah kkay time for sleep :D