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what about 2011?

loadssssssss happened this year - especially in the featured class of 6C11 of 2011 ;) i have so many things to thank many people for, and yet unable to get about it so i'll just have to try, even if i happen to leave some people/stuff out better some than none right ;) parents, teachers, friends, and everyone else who inspired me in a way or another :) and bearbear ;) for supporting me through the whole prelims and a levels period :) the greatest reward for this year would be discovering, or rather, realising, my love for fiction - drama, stories, theatre, lyrics, etc :) it's a late realisation during these few days but i find that this love for it summed up and shaped me into who i am today :) that said, i wanna thank all teachers for exposing me to so much more knowledge than i'd ever known @Ms Huda @Johnny @Mr Loh @Ms K @Mr Chiang @Ms Soh @Mr Koh @卢老师 @郑老师 and special thanks to 黄老师 for initiating the weekly 文学手札 that ignited my passion for writing and sharpen my sensitiv...

What do I want? Or what should I pursue?

現實和興趣 兩者應如何擇其一? For the first time in recent months, I'm truly considering the problem of my future. Which? Be rich and systematic, without living in a world of my own interest? Or live in fiction, stories, dramas, theater, but likely to remain poor and unstable? - which is the wiser choice?
早上到了寺廟去拜祭 看到了阿公的靈位,鼻頭酸酸的,想起小時候看到的出殯情景 我在想,是因為我還小,所以想得多嗎? 大人們,你們怎能平靜地面對已過世的父親? :(

「窗外」

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今天,1400,我讀完了這一本書。 雖然讀了近一個月,但這書中的情節並不乏味,反而不斷地在我腦中縈繞。 我被撼動、被康南的遭遇刺得心痛、被事事難料的真實感到無奈, 「窗外」 雖然江雁容讓我感到親切,她的事跡讓我疼惜,但我不願如她,因為她的愛,雖然真摯深刻,但卻會動搖。 這是一本值得人們再三回味的書,而它以年輕的江雁容為主線,展示了青春的美,也展現了愛的不可分割、不可均分,一旦真愛了就不能忘的特徵。 這80000字,真實的觸動了我的心弦。
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又回到了這裡 頭有點疼 但我的心 是平靜的 現在,再次進入江雁容的生活 她的21歲生活 :)
「憐」這字 好悲哀
我學會 過多的期待 只會造就更大的傷害 但我學不會的 卻也是不要有任何期待