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其是... 雖然會一直擔心離題，一直覺得在趕時間 但每次考華文寫作都成了讓我發揮想像的1小時15分鐘:) 讓我的腦中除了課業，還能短暫地想想能感動人的情節 雖然最終的成果可能不盡人意，但寫的過程中，我可是樂在其中:D PS Bosco Wong so cute on tv!:)

明天，我預言，出了考場，我應該也笑不出來，安慰不了，連藉口都找不出來 因為到時候，我大有可能發現我對自己的失望勝過一切 我又讓自己失望了... Not only am I unable to absorb anything at this moment... I've come to realize that there is so much that I do not know of, So many potential 10marks question that I can't handle, And even simple questions that is capable of defeating me hands down because... I didn't work hard enough for it. What? What exactly have I done? 我不是放棄，而是對自己失望:(

小煜：“我自己選了這條路，我沒有後悔的權利” 1 down, 6 more to go. 相信自己:) This thought struck me ytd when i was studying:) 衛英崎：“不要輕言放棄，否則對不起自己” 即使充滿不確定，充滿不肯定，我也要笑著面對，告訴自己，還有下一次機會彌補自己的過錯 加油！

又病倒了… Not me, but my grandpa, which makes things even more worrying:( Why does disorientation happen so easily?:(

have been told many times that dramas of television can do nothing more than waste precious time and that television is bad for learning because it only transmits, and fails to make audience think. no, i don't think so. and this is what i want to change. if i can, i want to prove that television programmes, can make people think, think about life, society, and themselves. working on that :), first by doing well in exams (omg hard but yes, i must :))

Can't post here dont knw why but yes aww love my parents They brought coffee bean black forest back upon my request Expensiveeeeee but they bought it  Hehe Kay back to work especially now that I have superpowers frommy parents  Actually... I feel like sleeping alr yawnnns Nope but I'll hold on! Haha till my eyes close by themselves Goodbyeee:)

Getting tired and sick of facing the mountain like files and notes which never seems to finish It's all fear that's driving me fOrward, yet pulling me back all the same:( Why why why the hell did my best became my worst? And how am I going to face CTs with half filled brain by then??? Argg helppppp i dont want to fail at such a point of time D: But. Xiaowei, there's someone out there helping you out isn't it? And yes, I felt the strength :) thankyou, whoever, wherever you are:) And keep in mind that it's November that counts, Don't let anything affect you and your confidence before that:) Come on xiaowei:) 只要相信自己，就不要怕：） Feeling so much better pouring all these out Time to be back to face the work, not with fear, but courage and determination 撐過就是你的 筱微加油