1921

you know what? i have this great tight bunch of friends to thank dunman high for :) it was a tough week, with many thoughts flowing in and out of my mind, occupying so much of my thoughts and affecting my emotions every now and then. but there's these friends, who stayed by me, even when i'm upset and act very coldly towards them :) much as i would like to forget, i cried yesterday at the library, and at home while talking to my mum. there's so much that i would like to achieve, but there's just this amount of results that i could ultimately get. so i made a decision, and i started to look for people to support my decision and tell me that, "hey, i think you should drop it." and flashes a smile as support :) however, things were not as such. i received statements like "it's such a waste, after all the work you've put in...", "i believe you can do it, don't give up", etc. it affected me alot, being the indecisive xiaowei, i start...

哪裡怕？ 沒甚麼好怕的！ 決定好，就不要回頭，不要後悔， 下決定後就以行動證明，不要對不起自己！

why is it turning upside down again? :( in the morning, i had so much of your support to drop, and when i'm back, you're telling me i should not ah i feel damn lost now :( i don't want to regret my decision in exam prep period, nor do i want to regret when i'm thinking of scholarships arghhhhhhhh D: i hateeeeeee decisions making. why didn't i jolly well score badly in sec4 T.T all those work that i did at macs did not translate into good grades, and it's causing so much trouble now :( for the first time, i hate choosing history instead of other subjects, and i bloody hell regret not dropping with ljn last year D: i have a feeling all these days of troubled minds are useless i will let it remain status quo eventually D: ... and probably regret if i dont do well again . thanks friends :) and thanks honhon, thanks for making smiles :)

我自覺，高中生活的我，似乎重燃了對華文、華語的愛。 H3 may seem like a hindrance to some, but i found much interest in exploring the art of writing chinese. going beyond H2's literature works, we learn more about appreciation and skills to value add simple chinese, and now, i find enjoyment in nearly every chinese phrases, simply by being awed by how words match together to form catchy, yet meaningful texts.

CUTETTMMMMM :D 林峯/Raymond Lam's the one and only canto singer i have in my phone can't wait for end of As to watch all his dramas :D:D kay enough slacking, go do history!! D: andandand HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUAYINGYINGZXZSXZSX! ♥ apologies for no-dinner day cause of history but cuteguyalert to compensate you ^^ loooook above at 林峯! :D

雖然人常感嘆，只有困境時才會看透人心，才會喚起人們的愛心，出現人情滿人間的情景， 但至少，至少人們還懂得雪中送炭，至少人心還沒有太麻木，至少人還有感同身受的能力。

can you imagine a time, when you find no means of reaching out to your family? and loved ones lost and yet to be found, all that you are left with, is a hope, hope that they are still around, and you''ll be reunited. 雖然人很脆弱，但我們有無限偉大的愛 麻依： 日本人，在電車都停了、然後電話都不通了這個狀況下，沒有人...沒有一個人在罵、也沒有一個人在生氣，然後大家都安靜的、默默的走路，然後在找辦法避難，我覺得看到那畫面... 真的，日本人要加油 王東城： 只要活著，就有希望，不要放棄，繼續加油。 董志成： 在日本關東的地方的核能發電廠不是已經五連爆了嗎？但是在裡面， 還有50個工作人員，在我心目中，他們無非是最勇敢、最堅強的鬥士，他們的死守在裡面，第一個他們不能離開，他們一離開可能發生比Chernobyl更大的輻射污染，那他們呢，誰沒有家人、誰沒有父母？ 滄海瓦礫堆中是否也埋藏著很多人的淚水，還有倒不盡的思念 i once thought that these charity shows are just another channel for tv stations and artists to publicise themselves, since disaster of japan does little effect to them, but not anymore. 台灣的921大地震，台灣受到各國人民的援助和關愛， 而就因為台灣人曾受到雪中送炭的溫馨， 他們便更能以同理心待災害受創的傷者， 不顧利益地拿出更大的努力和資源，幫助受害的不幸者。