1921

Life’s but a walking shadow, a poor player That struts and frets his hour upon the stage, And then is heard no more. It is a tale Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, Signifying nothing. -Macbeth, in Macbeth . guides planned my holiday activity,  but would get screwed, most probably.  dunoe,  read my own recent posts and felt that i'm thinking negatively,  making myself feel sad for an instant.  rar, whatever.  k signifies something, not just a reply.  found a big gap between us,  how to fill it up?  just had like 100+ grams out of my rectum -.-  with liquid and smell ): Change your thoughts and you change your world. -Norman Vincent Peale (1898-1993)

i'm faced with mind block whenever i see this posting box, for a number of days. anyways. one, thanks for being back. knowing that you're happy means quite alot to me, somehow. two, i realised. feelings might be unreal, cause it might simply be an attempt to regain the past. three, realised i forgot many of my pri sch friends. wanted to go back, planned to since last sept, but i didn't. sorry. four, if pri sch friends are distant after two years, (are we?) what about guides when it is - ? what about dunmanians? five, i saw 49 wearing a funny costume, and E4 having cool shirt(s) and hair o.O he simply looks like he just woke up! six, i see E4 all over the place. courts, fields and canteen (: and he's cute. (even ly says so) seven, oh, i feel the warmth of dunmanians. there's this sec4/3 girl that takes 158 too, she woke me up when she alight in case i overslept(: that's the love for dhs family, aint it? (: eight, i think i miss seeing 6A people. see you guys soon...

time is always wasted because of yourself, not totally our fault, get this fact right before you start scolding. wtf. friends are what that make you happy, but they are mainly the ones that make you sad so, how important is a friend? friends come and go, if you give your all now, will you regret the next time? always reacted upon your name, but the use of that, is simply a support that is unknown. since when, when did i change myself into a person who is concerned over results? is changing a good thing, or the opposite? i just realised, my main joy in life is sleep. and i love sleeping, how to stop it? ): hi esther ;D hi lihuey, shooooo! :D

One, till now, "Home" is still the best national song. To me, to us, to all singaporeans. Two, "Home" reminds me of the old days, as in last year. Yea, so did it remind me of the friends i made. (hi jiahuey! sing sing sing!) Three, I love Singapore. You can say they are not true born singaporean but they are trained by Singapore. If you don't want me to hate you, not that it makes any difference in your life, don't you dare say that Singapore don't deserve the title. Four, i wanted to say smth, but i forgot -.- SINGAPORE IS IN THE MEDAL TALLY! LOVES TO SINGAPORE!

didn't thought of posting, but not in the mood to study :x anyways, saw photos on shihming's blog hahas. then i thought of the campfire, jessica and dianne(: as in, somehow, though we didn't talk much, there's still, something that tells me that, i would be happy /very happy if i see them soon. they changed, so have we, but they are still willing to ask about us on their return. senior-junior relationship in us, think it moved me quite abit /alot. P4! loves, xiaowei (40th batch) // GOOD JOB SPORE TABLEY TENNISEY! LOVE SINGAPORE LOADS LOADS ! good luck!

random fact of the day:  I love P4 and the times, from 06, 07 to 08.

400th, and it's gona be random. i just said "hi zhenling!" because i feel very motivated to click on her name :x hm. k, nvm. i got six hcl comprehensions undone for tmr's file check! not planning to do :x sigh, becoming a super slacker): nvm! shall start working hard, if i can stop falling asleep or getting distracted by derrick etc :x yea, shall work hard! i'm happy that you are happy now, i'm happy that you recognised happiness in your life now. in any case, for everything,  there will still be me/us. loves. if only you can recognise us with a smile, a familiar smile. so long as you're happy(: