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1st day of S3 bio @ aspen! yay MR CHUA!:D he's so cool luh C: he taught us most of the stuff mdm loh teach in 1.5 hours and managed to make me understand:D i like him loads:D clara tooo:D S3BIO MR CHUA:D o.o yay i like ms tay too :D

i'm dedicating a post to esther hi esther! yay:D i like flintstones cause i got to know you:D whee. it's was so fun to be in camp christine with you&sarah& many more guides:D but it was so nice to have you in P1:D whee thankyew for being there for me when i'm sad): but i'll be there for you when you need me(: but you'll have many people haha:D yay. i know who is esther's bear bear now:D heheh xD yay(: i love esther:D happy birthday esther!:D

"No matter how gifted, you alone cannot change the world" -L. Lawliet WHEE. i like watari, mika and near! yay!:D o.o and Lawliet obviously xD yay!:D next, thinking day pictures ! P4! 四代同堂! xD clarissa&stephanie xP heheh soft focus! heheh. teoee&esther&me in the toilet:D O.O teoee the guide guiding you to the guides celebration hall. alliteration! [oops. is that how you spell it? xP] esther! us again:D sec1s&me:D hm. sorry. i forgot your name): weimin&yiksheng! liying! o.o happy birthday teoeee!:D

rou told me a story of his. he is trying hard to fit in to his new world, he feels inferior compared to them yet trying hard all the same to feel not. he is still gay, but don't seem to be as happy. no, perhaps he did but not to me since i don't see him often. he is trying to change, and is in the process of changing. he is not going to be the same anymore and is already dao-ing people. i didn't know he feels that sad, but now i know and i find him very pitiful. isn't being yourself the best thing to do? but everyone is trying to fit into a role that isn't theirs, including me. isn't that just another pathetic human characteristic?

HAPPY THINKING DAY:D went ard the sch with kim & liying. and. i hugged kim for don't know how many times and it became an addiction xP i was looking for her after guides cause i want to hug her badly ever since i see ovidia. their size is so alike o.o o.o and i like being offline on msn.

jade made me realised that 朋友 can only remind me of 2J. this song is meaningless without jarviis by me side, no one would be able to replace 2J. 朋友 was sung during UG campfire. i was singing along, but i just remembered that 2J was on my mind then. 2J edison quits. that's a sad thing too ): //edit: he quits to be an artise ):

:' ( says: i like xiao wei xP thankyew dilys. i like dilys too(: but i still don't like the mean me ): . great thanks to dyllis pearlyn kaili xintian for helping me with my theory. i promise to treat y'all if i manage to pass. thankyew! it's vday!