Muni's artwork! :D
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Ended work at marina square today :)

Bad end to the work experience cause there's like not a lot of ppl today and most ppl don't wanna take the tissues :/
But went to the CBD area today for the first time hahaha sound like a noob
And was truly amazed (in some sense) by the hectic yet exciting lunch hour of the office ppl
Haha exciting prob cause of the music they were playing haha

Anw yay nice (at least I think it's nubbad) work experience w kimcham :D

Countdown: 5 more working days!

OHYA I MIGHT BE ABLE TO GO HK YAYYYYYYYYY :D


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我不是很有天赋的人，只是比较努力而已。
－郑斌辉

所以，即使努力了，也不应该奢求得到回报，因为你毕竟只是尽了你应尽的本份。

Saw a whole lot of army guys before starting work and it was really quite intimidating
Met and talked abit to janson wenzhong and zhengfeng
Not close ppl and a lil awkward but it was nice meeting dunman ppl :)

Super windy grr my board is flying everywhere
But better than hot and sunny whole day :)

6 more days of working!! :D
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Not exactly elated cause they came to celebrate my bday
But more of how much I miss being w this grp of ppl :)

I guess I thought I'm back to being the single and parent-reliant child that I have always been whenever we end a phase of schooling etc
So it was prob a conscious decision that I made so that I will feel less lonely when im alone and less active in asking friends out
In which case, I think such mentality managed to make me a lil more independent (ie less reliant)
Cause the frequency of me texting ppl when i need help or find someone to talk to when I'm upset has decreased
Instead I turn to myself and well, in most cases, type into this box :)
... I suppose I did become a lil more independent (idk?)

Haha no matter what,
Thank you gr8 guys loadssssssss for coming though y'all are like tired and stuff
And for spending so much :/
Such that I actually feel like returning y'all the money :X
Shall treat you guys another day ^^
And yup for being ard :)
Hehe awkward again :B
But yup thankyouuuuuu ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Ah and haha I think y'all got a lil worried over my pms mood period haha
It's over! though Ang and Moktard will prob taste more of it in the next four years hehe
Nooooo I shall conquer the pms!

Oh right after reading the archives over these months,
I kinda made a mental note to myself to note down the things I've been going through so that these forgotten bits and pieces of life can be somewhat relived, remembered and laughed at in the future haha

Lastly,
My parents, like me, think that I have sweet friends :)
though I still think that I will most likely have no close friends when I'm in my middle age years like my parents hmm

alright, back to work :)
one more hour of stoning o.o

Counting down to the end of working life: 7 days!

Labels: Gr8

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Yay after so long :)
even though I have been meeting kimcham everyday
Hahax

Labels: 4c guides

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Alone in macs for breakfast - gosh macs is rlly my good friend haha

Gonna start reading some news article on spore politics
And it seems like this is the only thing that interest me (other than entertainment news hehe)

And I realized (kinda weird that I'm pointing this out but yea) haha
Out of the 4 p4 jnrs,
Xinyi & Eunice are in guitar and
Yiksheng & Shihming are in cll
Hehe life's good - but I miss a lil of both kinds of life incl bringing guitar to cll room after short sectionals
And haha those days when Lu laoshi keeeeeeeeep saying how cui my Chinese was D:
(even though I'm not in chinese faculty now, I'm still gonna brush up on my chinese! :D)

New word learnt:
querulous - habitually complaining

Anw here's a pic of breakfast made by me on sun morn for my family of 3 :)
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Hahaha I just find this super cute of honzxs :>
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我是幸運的，卻也是不幸的
而我的不幸，卻就是因為我曾經如此的幸運。

these words keep ringing in my head
call it an inspiration, idk
but it's kinda interesting if i can continue this piece of work :)

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just finished my cake :(
and im thinking of eating more cakes
will get one on tues!

things will get better :)
i think pms is really sth o.o sad.
not too sure anw, life is not going quite well with it over these two days w frequent breakdowns etc
but heck, things will improve when you are down cause the only other way is to go up :)
Quoting 楊奇煜：你蹲得越底，就跳得越高

socially awkward,
yea that's a phrase hehe
not so nice but i do realise i cant be myself most of the times cause of unknown reasons (even to myself)
and that's perhaps why i keep wanting and whining to go overseas cause i want to see other places and for myself to rethink abt what i am doing.
but the likelihood of going anywhere is near, zero :(

one, two, three
awkward D:
in any case,
i have a few more days to convince myself that i'm happy (or more like, make myself feel happy) and willing to make the decision.
thankful for my dad's willingness to listen to all my incoherent rambles over those sniffing
though it's a lil awkward at times
keeping fingers crossed that things will really turn out fine

and thanks to all that wished for all sorts of reasons such as the high-tech friend :)
and pleasantly surprised by fiona hehe :)

PS cant wait for work to end (ie June 1 to come) cause most of the troubling issues would have been settled and i can start my period of 閉關修煉-ing :)

楊奇煜：我自己選了這條路，我沒有後悔的權力

（所以，不管我是以甚麼心情做出選擇，我都不能後悔，也不能埋怨任何人）
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